The last post, it let off all the steam inside my heart...
Reading back, it made me sound like a big sour grape, hahaha...
But that is how I felt...
Something I would never admit face to face...
I guess the Nameless internet gave the courage and power for me to express, something I would not do anymore after all the things that have happened...
Besides, it is pointless to do it anyway as it would only matter to her...
And I doubt it matters to her anymore...
Hence, this is the end of this part of my life...
This chapter...
But what I can conclude is...
This scars would remain...
It is something special to me...
She is still special to me...
Which is why, I am Single but Never Available..
Out for dates, not for a relationship...
I seek companionship by getting to know and to enjoy new company, but not beyond that...
I got no heart to offer as my heart have been took away... :)
At least I know, the only pain I can feel is by virtue of our memories together...
You're the only girl on this planet that can make my heart bleed...
You're the only one...
Nothing else matters..
As I am officially afraid of the pain...